Sunday, March 22, 2009

Uneasy movements

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Last week I was anxious about my health, because of something gone wrong with my walking which thought me setback. In cause of some events and weekend, I unused the calipers for sometime and when I return to regularly pace, I found difficult in steps further and felt pain at neck. It happens sometime whenever I lack to wear and walk in caliper for some days and thought it was that difficult I could over come next day. But it continues uncertainly for few days, which I couldn’t bear the balance and went to scare in distress perhaps steady uneasy pace. I am using calipers for the last 9 years to walk and to keep in touch with the practice, but from the beginning I had a steady slow reduction in motion, from my own ability to support somebody in walk. Caliper was the only thing worth helpful in the long trail medical indication, that too uphold by a traditional Ayurvedic examiner. I wonder sometimes why the literate allopath doctors couldn’t give more importance to maintain the ability than to discuss always the only unfound medicine and therapists to go on ignoring patients. Something I experience at the medical examinations and parents, doctors and patients meeting conduct by the MD Association.

What the problem at my uneasy pace was just a folded paper is unbelievable. I forget to remember one day I told mom to place a folded paper inside the caliper footwear to increase the balance, but it seem gone overdose to put me into struggle and unbalance, which I suddenly thought to remove on Friday. I was back to normal subsequently to restore fresh breeze and excitement, as it was one of my hopes and pleasure that I merely walk regularly on flat surface. The tough times are those replace with new calipers and I have changed so far three with two going out of size and one broke away while walking. More than me, my uncle was happy to see me out of uneasy and he told he prayed a lot to see me back at comfort and he is one main reason I am still on pace, as he come home regularly on evenings to get me walk some laps inside home. Walking was one great activity stable with me for long, even at least and is believed to maintain the physical adequate.

Another hardship that caught up life last week and still on process was my power wheels. It refuses to operate the system from Monday and no one to take it to service to restore the problem and absence of labor put it further delay. But one thing I realize now and how wonderful it was having a power wheel chair operated by myself put me on individual move. Now I have problem with everyone putting my wheels at position and test patience myself and others to irritate by calling them often to move from one place to another. I call mom and dad to tell; well I brought power wheels so as I avoided anxious and troublesome from you all and kept you away from distress. Wow life was comfort and pleasure with power wheels; I enjoy the freedom it got me and makes less stress to everybody. I hope the wheels are restored soon and catch up with my other activates I miss these days.

8 comments:

Jeeves said...

Take care dear. Wheels will be restored, just take care.

Kavi said...

At the risk of repeating myself many times over...you are such an inspiration. Not because of the Muscular Dystrophy, but the spirit that sings a new song ! The spirit that keeps you constant company can change the way of the world, if it seeps into many more !

Get well soon !!

Shuuro said...

glad that everything is just fine now.

Shionge said...

Thanks for sharing your thoughts and I hope everythig has been settled for you.

Take care and thank you for visiting my blog :D

ugich konitari said...

Have been lurking here occasionally. Just wanted to say that your description of significant little pieces of paper, whether with a name, or folded and inserted in the footwear, is such an inspiration. I hope your wheels will soon get rectified . In the meanwhile, I wait to read more of your wonderful posts. A great big Jai ho to you.....

Rakesh Vanamali said...

You will be well even before you realize it! I'm sure

Indrani said...

Do take care, Jeevan!

The Seeker said...

Hey Jeevan. Do take good care!