Thursday, March 08, 2007

Wind experience

Southeast wind
blowing towards the windows
noon hot melts in the wind
with idleness brain
speechless happiness in the mind

Artificial air odium’s
natural air wonders
rustle of the pipal tree leafs
the bird hidden behind the leafs
gives the adorable sound
tit tittra tit, tit tittra tit…

Seeing the dancing Chinese bells
memories wake from the seep
in the same feeling
with this Southeast wind
smiling on my own, thinking those days
recalling the enjoyments in grannies terrace
along with loved ones, while playing the dice.
now all somewhere, in different thoughts….

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Now waits

Wait! a single word, makes us so astonishment when we get a good thing from it. We all wait for some thing in some situation to be done or to be come. Wait is one of the word I use often. Many thoughts were running with me when I read a post about wait in my mate priya's blog. Waiting is welfare; it gives happiness, but some waiting is stress. I like to share the stress and happiness of my life, I face through waiting.

Waited

When it comes as a student, I used to wait, when will the last bell will ring? to get away from the class and to go home (ya many used to do the same na); but I had a very difficult waiting that I haven’t expressed to anyone. Its suppress of my filled bladder, what can I do, and to whom can I ask to take me to bathroom, that’s not a easy thing I know. So should have to wait till my parents pick me to home, I have face many days like this in my school time. This wait is what I couldn’t forget and wish this type of wait should never come again.

Cloudy sky which without any sign it makes to wait, till the drops touch the land, mom used to tell its like rain coming, come in, but I wait for the rain and it’s a small joy to see the rain coming. While playing run and catches with friend, waits comes to escape from the catcher. When there was no traffic police, some crosses the signal before the countdown finish, but I am very strict toward me to wait till all numbers finish. In traffic jams, the vehicles used to cross cut and go front, but this way is what I hate, whatever important can it be, I like to wait and go in line.

Every minute of the days waiting for my new cycle to arrive is what a happy movement with minds thinking about the new cycle, how to drive, were to drive and imagination is what we couldn’t avoid, the inside happiness is what we wont get it again like our first cycle. Waiting for the bench end mate kavitha to talk with me, she talk very sweet with me, I have waited for three years to get a place to sit near here, but I dint get it:(. If sometimes my parents come to pick me late, she used to wait for me to go, that times I pray that my parents should come late, so I can talk with her. It was times from 6th to 8th Std.

Waiting


I am waiting for a very long time, to get a friend, who can rub my should to touch and hug me. I am not feeling any wrong about all my friends here, you are the only solace and support I get in my life, but u see above all we are just sharing through words and I am just sharing my experience with my life and family. Have I every said about my experience of being with a friend, going out with them like beach, films, outing? Many were having friends through or from their school days to collage, office days. Even elders have friend to share in personal, u could see many elders would sit in beach with friend and laugh and enjoy the movement. When all have why not me? with the hope I am waiting for a mate who can be with in my life to share my though, views and happy movements, and also express theirs with me. That’s not like a friend being with me always, it can be some hours in a weekends to share with me. I am waiting for many to be get….with a hope.
Tomorrow is March 8th Women’s day. In today’s time, women’s are achieving equally to men’s, so we should be proud about our women’s who were big achievers in our word, and also in space. By celebrating this day we are encouraging many women’s to achieve more. I wish u all a Happy Women’s Day.

Monday, March 05, 2007

Jolly Weekend

These days I was going on our streets in my power chair; I have a great feel riding on my own. Once a shy person, resist going out in the wheel chair, was now feel like left the shyness and live for his happiness. I can find many stand and watch me going on the chair on my own, but I didn’t care about others, because I am here for my happiness.

Saturday was my first attempt to going for beach in my chair. It’s a km from my home, but seeing the traffic of heavy vehicles in ECR, crossing the road was very hard especially in evenings, so we detach the chair and took it in the car. The beach was crowd less, we fixed the char and I started to drive. It’s my wish to walk like others on the beach road, but at least if I can’t walk I could move with my chair, instead of sitting inside the car. I experience the sea breeze fully after some years, while riding.

Every time dad leaves me in the car and go a walk, this time I was with him and also mom. Actually they were walking behind, and I was faster than them, a long drive. I haven’t expected that my chair can handle any type of roads, it’s very powerful to climb big crest. I have given a name for my chair, its Gilly. It was special day too of full moon above the sea; the moon’s reflection on the water with the shadow of the standing boat was an awesome scene, to my bad time I left my camera in the home, so couldn’t capture that beauty.

There was a new program in Suntv its totally enjoyable. U guessed it right; its Asathapovathu yaaru a comedy show presented my new faces, this program was like Kalakkapovathu yaaru in Vijay TV. What a show, its amazing to see how talented these people are to make every one to adore. This guy kovai guna was very humorous with his knowledge and performing way he makes us laugh and think. This is a program I am enjoying while watching with dad and mom.


Pic was a flying kite in the sky. Took last week.

Friday, March 02, 2007

Dogs are big threatening nowadays!!

When it comes to dogs, we know they are grateful and express love on those who cares them well. But today’s some (I think more) dogs are not like that, or we can tell they changed their habit to taste the flesh of children. Now a situation was created against the children, and parents were in fear to leave their children to play outside their home, what they usual do. The reason for the fear is the recent incidents of dog’s biting on playing kids.

The dog biting comes to light when a 6-year-old Nagarajan, from Nilagiri distric of Tamil Nadu, was bitien by 20 madness dog’s in 100 places on his body when he was playing ball with his friends. To my memory this is the first cruel incident I heard about dog’s madness on human. With in 30 days of time another incident was happen in Thiruvannamalai distric of Tamil Nadu a 1-year-old child was lost her life to the dogs. Before we think that dog’s much ado are only excess in Tamil Nadu, but the objection comes from the metropolis and IT-hub Bangalore, that we too faces the dog bites!

Coming to the matter, today’s news in papers lifts everyone’s eyebrows that Manjunath a 5-year-old little boy was mauled to death by a group of 15 dogs in Bangalore. The incident happed when the boy was playing hide and seek with friends, near his residential colony. There were 15 madness street dogs in the place where he was hiding, and what to tell? It’s proper time for dogs to show their madness on the boy who caught alone. This is second incident in 2 month of gap when street dogs killed an 11-year-old Sridevi in the same Banglore.

There is nothing like another state or another incident outside our boarder. It may even happed in our state, city and street, at least after seeing these incidents the government (the only one where we can complain) who keep the promise of abolish dogs in our area in their election propaganda, should care on people to stop further dog bites. Some years back, the dogs used to roaming with a metal dollar in their neck, which is said to be the licence given my government to kept dog’s as their pet and those who have dogs with out licence have been fined. But today, I can’t even see the indication of any thing like that. We don’t even know still that law is in force or not. My wish is the law should come again to fore with adding more conserve.


Near our apartment there are many dogs roaming on the streets and some times they enter inside the apartment. U already know there are much little kids in our apartment and all used to play in the evenings, after reading these news, without my knowledge I feel worry about the situation here. Before any thing seriously happens, the government must take some steps to control the dogs.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Now timing

Was thinking what to write today here and in a hope that i will get something to write, I started to read some blogs and priya’s timing post makes to scribble.

I think myself that I really enjoying or going with the life as it goes or just living with timing. My everyday activities are with timing, from early morning to late night. This timing disturbed even many of my dreams and imagination. If I was in some other work and sudden imagination of some think crosses, I go with it and forget the current work and miss the timing, which makes me feel sad, some times anger too.

Because of timing I get misunderstand with cousins sometimes and I sense that I only concentrate on my work and timing and to forget spending with them. If I were to cross my early day activities by taking that time to seep without my knowledge, it confuses that day’s activities and without any idea which one (activity) to cut to adjust the timing. On Sundays many of them leave that day as it goes and be free with out any work or timing tension. But this fellow will not even leave this Sunday to insert the timing.

My thought for timing is, it gives sprightly clarity of mind; another thing to be with timing is to avoid any recede in activities or creating laziness. In another point of my views is that going with times would bring some other symptoms in the health or this sprightly day time activities may be the reason for sleeping morning times? Am I missing the joys, which can experience in this stage of life only? If I was going with my own wishes and joys with the freedom I got (no one to question me, even I sleep or watch TV for all days with out knowing what is happening around me); and the day if I dint sense to realize that time was running and I am being like a dump; sure I won’t be entering into this net world to know u all. For these changes, I agree with my timing way of living.