Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Late unearthed Birthday

My B'day cake
For me there’s nothing worthwhile like the wishes that comes from ones heart via words or gesture and I never expect things from others than a warmth wishes. I never distinguish things presented to me, on the worth of money, how big or small it was, but it’s a thing that presented to me in behalf of love. I mostly avoid saying my birthday in later days to avoid people giving me money and it’s a tradition they caught up to express there worth wishes and I don’t like it since absence of words. But no way I can’t make certain prevention from people giving me money on behalf and hurting them in some way and it’s not only the reason why I haven’t proclaim my birthday to my dear ones here and in real material. I’m so tired to say or uninterested to celebrate my birthday, doesn’t allowed me the day to be isolated.

I’m sorry, that I didn’t unearth the day I born into this universe, which felled on last Friday. Being disgust lately for no particular reason and feeling what this particular day going to bring changes into my life, I left the day to be another in a year. But people who could remember my birthday called me to wish via phone and email, and those get indication through Orkut and face book. Being remind by night my grandparents called me to wish and sweetly raised anger to not proclaim my birthday, and grandpa wished me a long and healthy life, and to make it certain grand next year when I turn to be 25. Being myself to miss almost everyone’s birthday, I’m so happy to be in some of my dear ones mind to receive wishes in various forms.
My favorite flavor
The next day my uncle regret for being missed my birthday and I argued it’s not my fault, and I unlike to go on saying it’s my birthday and get wished. But even I felt later to be moved in a strange way by not expressing my b’day to anyone and feeling regret, I sustain to the reasons that stops me from expressing. Been put into little suspense by my sweet brother Ghost Particle, I received a pretty cake from him on Saturday and surprising it was my favorite flavor – chocolate ice cake. Known or not he got me what I liked and I see it’s just a sign of understanding in our friendship. He always cares for me and uses every chance to gift me certain things as happiness and cause in understand and love. I love you bro, you’re too smart to turn my b’day somehow special and I did shared your behalf with the dear ones in my family.

I went to my uncle’s place and my native home on Sunday; to celebrate my b’day two days after its actual exist. With an intend and to resolve some distress I put on my b’day, I used this chance to deliberately visit there home, for lunch and to spent sometime. The days and memories are something often caught up with me every time I visit my native home and it was auspicious as usual and times spent on balcony is immerse itself. There were some conversations among us about the on going process around our places and with neighbors. By evening we went through a process of cake cutting and taking some pictures. Cousins are happy have me at there home after less than a year and we left home at night, and being away I miss them a lot and the home, where I lived over 20 years. Its four years since I set apart and every one of us wish to be back, but there’s no feasibility to move and unlike back I feel closer with them now.

23 comments:

Devika said...

hmmm having the cake alone :))

Happy Birthday Jeevan...look around you have many reasons to be happy :)

wishes,
devika

PS: 'I’m sorry, that I didn’t unearth the day I born into this universe, which "fell" on last Friday' --

Jeeves said...

Many Many Happy Returns....

vishesh said...

belated happy birthday Jeevan ... rather I guess I am too early for your next year ;)

Rakesh Vanamali said...

Belated Birthday wishes Jeevan. My prayers for you to be granted good health, true joy and peace always!

Warm regards & wishes!

R

siva // ശിവ said...

Have a great birthday Jeevan...

Kavi said...

Maany many happy returns of the day! Its great to know of GP's treat !

You are just an awesome gent Jeevan. May the year hold all its promise and fulfilment for you !

Wishing you all the very best.

Ghost Particle said...

hey bro, am so very happy you liked it, and thank the Internet also :p

and hopefully you dont have birthdays hidden anymore, you know there are many well wishers here for you :) things will be just great and fine.

have a great new years in your life, and many more happy returns of the day.

HUGS!

Anya said...

Happy Belated Birthday Jeevan :)

I sing for you....

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear.... Jeevan
Happy birthday to you
Yeahhhhhhh.........

Wishing you all the best,
hugs
Anya :)

Keshi said...

aww last Friday? Im so sorry I missed it then Jeevan :(

Very belated happy birthday wishes to ya! *HUGZ*

ur right...even I feel my bday is just another day, but ppl ard me force me to celebrate it even tho I dun wanna party. Hence I really cannot get away with it :(

Lovely yummy cake there! Hope u had a good one with ur fam & friends :)

Keshi.

exposemaximum said...

Happy Belated Birthday :)

My best wishes are with you :)

!Teq-uila Del Zapata said...

nice cake, and happy budday.

Ramyah said...

Happy Belated Birthday Jeevan. Treasure every moments of your life. tc

Babli said...

Wish you a very Happy Birthday. Many many happy returns of the day. May the God's choicest blessings be showered on you on your birthday.
The cake is delicious and I enjoyed the wonderful post.

Bhavesh Chhatbar said...

Belated, a Very Happy Birthday Jeevan.

Good and Bad is just a perspective. The truth is nothing.

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Glennis said...

lovely birthday cake, would have tasted great.

Balaji S Rajan said...

Belated wishes Jeevan! Hope you had a great time. I am slowly seeing you maturing and your writings are great. Needless to say about your thoughts! I wish you prosper and have good health and wealth in your life.

Have fun!

Rajesh said...

Belated birthday wishes. You are as young as your faith, as old as your doubt, as young as your self-confidence, as old as your fear, as young as your hope, as old as your despair.

krystyna said...

From deep of my heart I always wish you the best, for each day of your life, dear Jeevan!

Thanks for sharing your thoughts and this yummy cake!
Btw, I don't like to celebrate my birthday too.

Happy, happy Birthday!

hugssss

krystyna said...

Remember,
You are Special for me and for many your friends!
We love you, really!

flyingstars said...

a belated very very happy birthday Jeevan...may all your dreams come true in life...can't resist that cake for sure!

DEEPENDRA said...

A belated happy birthday! just found your blog today...and I must say that I liked it. keep blogging!

cyclopseven said...

Nice write. Belated happy birthday. Life is a flow, just flow with it Jeevan..but learn to swim well:). Will return to read your other posts. Take care. God bless you, if you believe in one.

Jeevan said...

Devika – Thank you dear… yes, of course there is happiness around and somehow struggle also :)

Jeeves – Thank you :)

Vishesh – Thanks…. my wishes to you :)

Rakesh – Thanks so much bro

Siva – I had of course. Thanks :)

Kavi –There I sense so much in your words, Thank you friend.

GP – sure, if not internet we never know each other and also my b’day, and I’m always thankful to this. Thanks for everything bro and I could see your love in all things.

Anya – hey it reminds the school days, when someone had birthday the whole class will sing. Thanks for singing for me dear. hugs :)

Keshi – Thank you dear. I really see people celebrate anything to get together and I do feel in celebrating birthday if it makes certain moments with dear ones. hugs :)

exposemaximum – Thank you buddy :)

Zapata – Thank you and welcome here.

Ramyah – Thank you and sure I do

Babli – Thanks so much and also for your great wishes :)

Bhavesh – Thank you and welcome here.

Glennis – yes it was :) welcome here.

Balaji – Thanks so much dear friend and I’m glad to have your wishes and to know you’re watching me silently. If not you people encourage me I couldn’t be advance in my thoughts and expression.

Rajesh – truly said about me and I agree with you! Thanks

krystyna – I could sense the importance of my existence, because of you dears who wanted me always here. Thank you and I love you dear. hugsss

flyingstars – Thank you and being back to wish me on the birthday. Keep sustain blogging buddy :)

Deependra – Thanks for visiting my blog and the wishes!

cyclopseven – well said about life, but only when I can move my hands and legs I can learn swimming isn’t? anyhow thank you and keep visiting :)