Tuesday, March 22, 2016

My new activity and rise in temperature

Summer hasn’t existed quite yet, but the temperature has risen to the warmth of mid-summer season. Yesterday has been the worst day with maximum temperature (about 37°C in Chennai) of the month, we experienced a sleepless night with sudden inoperative of air con. I wasn’t in need of AC until couple of weeks back but the situation is too bad for this early stage of summer. Even with two fans at swirl we couldn’t tolerate the muggy inside the room and with all windows closed, due to mosquito menace, it feels unaired. Glad the AC service man attended us in morning, made sure the machine works properly gives a sigh of relief and hope of good sleep tonight.

I am going through some inexpressive frustration in life dealing with relationships and inability to change certain things. I was perplex with things happening around me and relationship with others make me feel disdain, as if things are pursued with an intention. I could somehow guess whether it is good or bad temper looking into their faces esp. the eyes convey so much, but I continue to act like nothing happening because it is not easy to lose a relationship although they deny or act like approving.  While things being like that I find interest on something to keep me busy and away from laptop and frustration sometime.

I am involved in craftwork for last few days on my own interest and hooked to do things with Popsicle sticks. Right now I execute a sort of farm house on my own planning and designing. Though I have begun with a simple home, I planned to do interesting things of my favourite in coming days rather going behind regular items. My grandmother was helping me last few days, cutting Popsicle sticks in whatever shapes I needed, before she go back to her home. After grandfather’s demise on December 31st, she didn’t move out of her home for last two months due to some rituals and only last week she came home to stay with us for few days. Glad she is doing well now and come out of the grief of grandfather and started to practice with stride. In her absence I feel like broken hand as I have to ask mom or dad to cut Popsicle stick to build my house. My grandmother being skilful in craftwork (remember her rework on this) doesn’t need a mention about her aid and it only enhances my interest. I want to complete the house before she visits me next week and hope she guides me. 

12 comments:

Sandhya said...

She must be very happy to do this help to you, Jeevan! She is also engaged, you too are engaged. Your mind will not waver and all negative thoughts will vanish.

Take care.

L. D. said...

It really is a lot of fun to build with the sticks. I like how they can be adapted into any kind of thing including bridges. It would be nice to see some of your finished structures.

TexWisGirl said...

i know she enjoys working with you on your craft project, too. :) i hope you can surprise her with the finished product.

Twilight Man said...

We are also experiencing very unusual high temperatures here where certain towns had 39.5 degrees C!!! That was crazy.

I believe prayers will help to pacify and soothe relations. Good luck and be patient as nothing is forever.

Devilish Angel said...

Sometimes we all feel helpless towards relationships,but things will change and we move on,time only will answer...

ladyfi said...

Hope life feels easier soon.

Ponniyinselvan/karthikeyan said...

i know your grandma is a skillful lady. I admire her. Convey my regards to her.
kalakarthik
karthik amma

Destination Infinity said...

It's nice to know you are involved with craft work. That's one of the best things to do and I too would like to get my hands on some innovative craft work. Show us some pics of your crafty creations :)

Destination Infinity

Rajesh said...

All the best to you in the art work. Looking forward to see it here.

Loco mente said...

Chennai is famous for the summer... I am sure that it would be difficult! I am glad that you are making something which would not only make you happy but someone else too... Good job!

Betsy Adams said...

Sorry about the air-conditioning problem. That is NO FUN --especially when you can't open your windows or doors... Glad you got it fixed quickly.

That is good news about your grandmother... Sometimes it is hard to go on with life after losing a loved one. Maybe you and she will enjoy building the house with the popsicle sticks. Sounds like fun.

Have a great day--and week ahead.
Hugs,
Betsy

Indrani said...

I am eager to see your creation! :)