As I was thinking about Gandhi Sacrifice to our Nation. I thought in today’s world, is their any one who wills sacrifices their life for others? See…. How stupid am I to think like this, having two persons in my house who sacrifice their life for me. Hum I am telling about my mom and dad. You can ask, why suddenly thought about your parents sacrifice now! They are sacrificing much in their life for me from when I born to till now. But in the recent days I realize their pain of handling me, esp. the last 2 months. By the unexpected accident to my dad in august makes the situation worst, as he needs more rest to get cure form the wound, mom is the only person who handling me alone. It was 2 months gone even though dad dint recover fully, after a month only doctors found a minor fracture in his knee and warned not to do heavy works and take rest as possible. Can anyone imagine, a 40+-aged women taking care of 21-year-old boy, helping for his daily activities and also doing the house works. She suffers form body and joint pain, because of handling me. As dad was like that, she can’t expect him to help her, so hiding her pain form us she take care every thing.
Some times she suffer more pain and it sent her to take rest, so on those times, I can’t disturb her, so I will be quite and make her comfort that I don’t need any help form her on the movement. Before dad was involve in accident, he used to handle half of my activities, but now all my works have done my mom. Any son will like to give his parents stretch and pain, except me, what to do, I have no way of living with out their hard work; when the children taking care of their parents wish, in my life parents taking care of my wishes. I realize some of my activities have face down in the recent days, last time I feel happy that I have walked little without caliper, now its was totally affected, if I try to put the feet the balance makes me to fall. The wheelchair gives hand to move without the caliper.
I don’t know how to express my worries to others; this blogging has come up with kind hearts to hear my worries. To me they are the really Gandhi’s, who can guess, when the will get freedom form me. They sacrifice their Strengths, energies, wishes, happiness ect… In this world parents only worry about there children’s, even one (relatives, well-wishers, friends….) have their own family, they have to work for them, we cant expect others to help every time, the one and only parents will help our full life. I can live with hopes till my parents support me, after them who will support and take care me, is a trillion????? I pray they should get more strengths and energy (soon a freedom form me).
Some times she suffer more pain and it sent her to take rest, so on those times, I can’t disturb her, so I will be quite and make her comfort that I don’t need any help form her on the movement. Before dad was involve in accident, he used to handle half of my activities, but now all my works have done my mom. Any son will like to give his parents stretch and pain, except me, what to do, I have no way of living with out their hard work; when the children taking care of their parents wish, in my life parents taking care of my wishes. I realize some of my activities have face down in the recent days, last time I feel happy that I have walked little without caliper, now its was totally affected, if I try to put the feet the balance makes me to fall. The wheelchair gives hand to move without the caliper.
I don’t know how to express my worries to others; this blogging has come up with kind hearts to hear my worries. To me they are the really Gandhi’s, who can guess, when the will get freedom form me. They sacrifice their Strengths, energies, wishes, happiness ect… In this world parents only worry about there children’s, even one (relatives, well-wishers, friends….) have their own family, they have to work for them, we cant expect others to help every time, the one and only parents will help our full life. I can live with hopes till my parents support me, after them who will support and take care me, is a trillion????? I pray they should get more strengths and energy (soon a freedom form me).