Mind & Time

It should express out or not, but I want to tell the state of mind was in disturbed itself. I don’t know how to start of how truly I feeling and the thoughts come. Just thinking could this place can fill the hard words of mine, we need a gateway to exist and it was to be your mates shoulder it console more. Loneliness and helpless plays very important now and then, where I couldn’t expect above my parents. I really what to be a person who was trouble free for others, I try to understand the situation and forgive my wishes, craves ect... but I was struck by a question, for how long. It’s easy to tell to leave it and see your business, but for true love these words don’t comfort, it still looks over and over. I ask myself what credential I have to look for others, just having a quality of only human being that too not normal being, what would attract them to make share and also what they gain. My dears telling its bore to be with me, I want to know what are they telling me a bore person or in how I treat those bores. In which way I should satisfy them are they expecting, without knowing what to tell, than maintaining silence to save my courtesy. I always look for the holidays of my cousins where I come to free mind just only spending with them, playing, going out chatting… it hurts to hear them feeling bore to be here.

Mind today thinks so much, and things changes times to time. I am in a situation of couldn't express my thoughts and disagree on what I feel in open mind. As I said above, the credential hesitates me here more, when trying to disclose my thoughts or an advice to any other in open. I was put in suffer more times when attempt tell something, if someone could comes in what you have the quality to comment. Whatever trouble it shoots, the creator never tries to break or throw the hard and energy he spends to create a thing. Like that my parents, they listen to whatever I throw in words if they like it or not, won’t stop or close the doors even though they don’t accept, but I can’t make the words die between us. So I like to express the same through others, but it was not even heard and instead it was tried to hide through there words.

Time really matters more in my life nowadays. How it would be little drops for a monsoon would lack to support water, like that for the little work the time takes more. Particularly the half an hour work takes an hour or more for me to finish compare to a normal person. Just not to say, I experiencing it nowadays the more the hard I face with hands. I know the activities would be reducing to slow in everything that was the reason for the over time, and many complaints follow within the time taking to spent on routine activates and it also affect the blogging time too. I go through the despondent of my impossibility for every small loss and the disturb I have to make. I blow, blow and blow, in dark no one notices. It was torched in light here. If there was none to listen, I would be in mentally disorder, thanks you all for listening to what ever I tell.

## Current song from Tamil film May matham, Minnalea nee vandhadhaenadi... how beautiful the lines are, SPB`s voice touches the feel.

Unrest students

After crossing the age of teen, students thinking themselves they are more matured to handle anything on their own. Because of this thought and activities how many problems they have to face and they also not even knowing how many are affecting by this. It’s good for them to handle any sort of fact if it was for good cause; but if they engaged with any problem with in themselves or with others; the peace process would never take place, instead of facing with anger. This is what something happening with some students and with institutes they study. It was not new for collages and institutions, that problems happening for years that involved by students, but a good solution to stop students making problems must be thought.

I am only telling about some. Destroying the public and institution properties in the clashes between students and sometime even against the institute rules and officials is happening now and then. These happen in the anger and tell the students are young blood to get more anger on simple problem; why this happen when other like them are not behaving worst. When they enter some problem, they look for not forgive the self-esteem and strength before others and get sudden anger for everything, without knowing any indirect and direct affect that create. Are they behaving like educated young’s are the road side rowdies, even some rich and strong background student’s brought the rowdies in support for the fight. I want to know what the schools teach them for over ten years before they enter the collage, its not there response to build a good character in them. But see what they learn in school couldn’t help to face other problems than studies and on carrier.

Parents are the souls disturbed mentally because of there children’s activities on their campus. Which parents would satisfy if there child was suspend or dismissed for wrong activities? and more the parents worries are on their future, but the child not think like them before involving. One of our known person’s child was involved in some clashes between students in collage and was in suspension for a month, but it seems he was not at all worried about that like their parents was undergoing. And it was like he was permitted to collage by paying fine for what he and other students make loss for the institute. Except these, when the collages are closed in the clash, the studies of others were disturbed, they loss the hours of class and the preparation for exams and lack for the notes by lectures. Parents and schools should teach students to use self control and self monitoring techniques to control there behavior. Developing the humankind in everyone, dismiss the injuring behavior from the mind and make them to walking towards peace process in every issue that would think to solve not to pull great.

Cute Monkeys & Top 10

I come across these monkeys (pic) while browsing the net. Cute isn’t it!

Ten Most Polluted Places

The national geography released an article of World's Top 10 Most Polluted Places. It includes India’s Sukinda. The home to one of the world's largest chromite mines used to make steel stainless, among other things and 2.6 million people, the waters of this valley contain carcinogenic hexavalent chromium compounds courtesy of 30 million tons of waste rock lining the Brahmani River.

Ukraine’s Chernoby. The fallout from the world's worst nuclear power accident continues to accumulate, affecting as many as 5.5 million people and leading to a sharp rise in thyroid cancer.

Russia’s Dzerzinsk. A center of Cold War chemical manufacturing, the city's 300,000 residents have one of the lowest life expectancies in the world thanks to waste injected directly into the ground.

Zambia’s Kabwe. The second largest city in this southern African country was home to one of the world's largest lead smelters until 1987. As a result, the entire city is contaminated with the heavy metal, which can cause brain and nerve damage in children and fetuses.

Peru’s La Oroya. Although this is one of the smallest communities on the list (population 35,000) it is also one of the most heavily polluted due to lead, copper and zinc mining by U.S.-based Doe Run mining company.

China’s Linfen. A city in the heart of China's coal region in Shanxi Province, its three million inhabitants choke on dust and drink arsenic that leaches from the fossil fuel.

Russia’s Norilsk. This city above the Arctic Circle contains the world's largest metal smelting complex and, therefore, some of the world's worst smog. "There is so much pollution going into the air from this place that there is no living piece of grass or shrub within 30 kilometers of the city.

Write in correctly

Writing is one important that changes our life. The satisfaction we get from writing on our hands and reading it, gives the interest has comes from my own experience. Mom used to tell I wrote alphabets and numbers before going to school, and after that is the papers next to slate and chalk that wishes to write more. It was the single, double and four ruler sheets for different subjects, particularly the four rulers used for English inspire me to write. There have the lines for small and capital letters, writing according to the rise and down of letter inside the lines taught me the easy way of writing. Actually my writing would be like scribbling, but it’s all the gentle goes to my tuition teacher who corrected me by holding my hands to give practice in join writing. It was the comfort I couldn’t get in school where we have to follow the teachers writing on the board in fast, but it was the scold I would get from her after returning to tuition with the scribbling notes. I could only realize it then and now the way I learn to write and spell the words from her.

Today the world is changing towards computerization; every thing was done through pressing the keys. The more the writing we use only till our campus life, that too are changing to digital format now, where a laptop for student instead of notes and books. When their was emails, whom to write letters and post, too little are doing that. Even the message to know was typed through keys, not in pen; the only thing is signatures were done. The bundles of files and writing works in offices are doing through computers, where the writings are in folders in some corner of the hard disk. The laziness in writing discloses in today’s young’s, somewhere they expect the help from family members or known to do their works.

What we write is nothing, the tool we use to write important. I am thankful to my school which was very strict in using ink pens (fountain pens) and the habit I still follow today. After the school life, I was in touch with writing even now I find time to write a page everyday. I feel that writing in hands does much, that more do the pen we use. Many of us may not realize the harm of using ballpoint pen, and the refill that used to write; nowadays the similar one to ballpoint was the Gel pen that was encouraged by some institutes. More over these pens are made of plastic that was harm to environment, ones the refill was finished we throw it and it wasn’t a recycling thing and the plastic releases poisonous fumes in the atmosphere that cause cancer when it was destroyed. In average the refill stands for a month and so according to the much we use, and then it was replaced by new one or by a new pen itself. With just 100 million people out of the 150 million uses plastic ballpoint, then we have something like a billion plastic pens and ten billion refills with one a month.

An alternative to the ballpoint is the only fountain pen, because of taking time to filling inks often many of us avoid it, but it was the best pen for us and environment. The bottles that store the ink can be reusable, so use a fountain pen that was a perfect and for friendly writing and if you care for environment tell bye to ballpoint and go to fountain pens.

Celebrate (a celebrity too)

The clay Ganesh was brought on the day before couple of hours to worship. The sundal, sugar pongal, vadai…. Were shown to him and ate by us. On any special day the entire time was before television with some nice and bored programs with all special foods as snacks to grind. It was the day for a new channel to enter the entertainment world for homemade, actually it’s a channel for Ads and remaining times for programs it seems. Ho I loss the endurance watching films on TV. Evening their were some drops, but it wouldn’t disturbed the ganesh procession from our street temple. Today the clay ganesh was immerse into the tub to dissolve, and then to pour at earth from the usual way of dissolving in sea. I think it would take some days to become dissolve fully.

It was an expected day to meet one of my dear cousin bro, who comes in a short holiday from his hostel. We don’t know he was over worried of leaving all of us or any other reason for his leanness, I was kept holding his hand for sometime. There was the movie Periyar on Sunday in TV, one of the looked film to watch. I was to tell it was nice to know a great leader of India, his simplicity, thoughts, and the struggle put me on stand to think. It wonders to know he has some policy disliked with Mahatma Gandhi’s. His oppose on some blind beliefs on religious ceremonies, the attacks from the upper caste on his true statements and self respect for everyone were captured well in the film to how people could understand. Proud to have such leader for our country and felt to have none like him now. His decent way of approach on politics and keeping the private relation with them in lovable manner surprises. An admiring act by Sathyaraj as Periyar. Hope u all had a nice celebration too.