Piece from his dairy

As I was whizzing through the air yesterday
and looking at the trees,
I saw that beneath all the change
that these mighty trees daily underwent,
there was a little something that persisted
Every leaf has its own separate life
It drops and withers
But the tree lives on
-MahatmaGandhi

Gandhi has not written much about nature, music or drama. But in this diary we could read a letter he wrote to Kallenbach, his close friend in South Africa in which Gandhi talked about trees.

2+1+1 =

For them it’s a protest, for us it’s a happy holiday that connects four day with Oct 2 as Mahatma Gandhi B'day. For me every day is like holiday that’s usual, it was my dad who gets four days + today (that he took for some personal work) = five days leave. I was expecting to ask him take me somewhere, a long ride on the car out of city. I have planed to watch some movie that I want, this week I watched two films Unnale Unnale and Karuppasami Kuthakaikara both has a decent script. Yesterday there was a large thunder storms like stopping the heart beat. Most parts of the Chennai receive heavy rains and with hailstorm, how unlucky I couldn’t get the hailstorm in my area.

Those days the bandh means joy. We don’t know for which purpose the bandh is conducting and what is bandh means, but was threaten by elders that someone could throw stone on u, to avoid us going out. On the day we join with our friends, where all shops closed and roads without vehicles, we wander as free birds. Next to our house there are two shops (we call it nadaar kadai) which own big wooden cupboards outside the shop where they keep the chocolate bottles and some ropes for hanging bananas, so these are our play areas. We stand on the cupboards and swing in the ropes and for hide and seek its best times to hide under the cupboards. Talking continuously for hours sitting on the woods, collection empty cigarette boxes and folds it into square shape which we used to play with flat stones. These days bandh was not like we had, many children miss the day being always before PC & TV. Have nice time all :)

Below is a very Cute song from Lesa lesa, from where I become a fan of Trisha. Hope you like too!

Ocean of Sethu

No need an introduction for what is happening in India, what brought every political comments without leaving a day in the headlines news. This is one of an example that development destroys the nature in my view. The Seathusamudram project that connects the Gulf of Mannar with Palk Bay that provide direct sea-way through Indian territorial water from eastern to western coast without circumnavigate Sri Lanka to reach another side. I always look that politics should work apart from religious, rich, poor to support the need for people, not like using the religion for the political stand. Let it be the Adam’s Bridge or Rama Setu (a chain of limestone shoals or 103 small patch reefs lying in a linear pattern with reef crest, sand clays and intermittent deep channels stretching for 48km and the depth varies from 3ft to 30ft between India and Srilankan water) which has varies believes that for hindu a land bridge built by Lord Rama to reach lanka to rescue wife sita from demon king ravana; Muslims belief of Adam, the first man used to reach Adam’s Peak in Sri Lanka where he left a giant footprint. Some Christians ascribe the footprint to St Thomas the apostle, while Buddhists assign it to the Buddha and some hindus in Lanka worship at as Lord Shiva’s and call the mountain Shivanolipatham malai. How many believes surround this bridge?

Except from beliefs there were continues oppose from diplomatic assertions from Sri Lanka, apprehensive admonitions from environmentalists and fishermen’s, the project moved on to process in 2005 after years of discussion within governments, from where the idea comes from Commander Taylor of India marines in 1860. For over 3 years the dredging was going on and the project near the end (bridge) came the problem from a political party of a religion who brought ban in Supreme Court to prevent destruction of the Rama Bridge that it was built by Lord Rama. Now the Court has to play whether to proceed or stop the project itself. Could this project be useful or not, we loss the natural formation the coral reefs that prevent us from the tsunami hitting the coast faster and with great force and also destruction of traditional fishing grounds.

There could be apprehensions on security, environment, resource exploitation… The safety of shipping and channel itself could be a major issue. There are chances, the Cyclones can take up the dredged sediments or an accident can block the channel for a long time in the chance of absence of quick clearing machineries. There is a good benefit for the Tuticorin-Colombo and secondary ports between Chennai-Nagappattinam. There was an expectation of employment for fishers and coastal people. The projection charges for piloting a ship through the channel may be Rs. 60 lack. The difference in money spent on fuel between the two routs is only Rs.7 lack and it also saves the distance and time of 254-424 nautical miles and 21-36 hours. The number of dredged channels are two of 89km with total length of 167km and proposed depth of 12 meters in a budget of Rs.2,427 crore.

Hot and sweet

Those are the same people who slap him(Dhoni) when India loss in the real World Cup, now the same people feeding laddu (sweet) to his poster for wining the 20/20 world cup. What a great culture we have developed, whatever shameful we can do, done and then how can u people celebrate this win won my players? Will the players accept the happiness fully; won’t your act come to there mind? There is nothing to get anger for team getting out from the game, because it’s a game no loss or gain for you or me when they win or loss. No top senior players like Sachin, Ganguly, dravid… it’s a assert win from younger team mates. Wish this energy continues in upcoming matches, try the best team India.

I don’t support those who looking forward for the India-Pakistan match in every series. Like how we see other countries, that’s how have to see the Pakistan too. The anger increases if India losses to Pak or Pak to India. I feel it’s wrong to bring the generation in a mood that Pakistan should be beaten always. We are looking when the two countries will move friendly and co-operate to peace in all critical areas. Then why the citizens create an enemy feel and frenzy on this partnership. The talented and energetic team will win, that’s not we are untalented, there will be rise and down in a game, so blaming others should be avoided.

Mind & Time

It should express out or not, but I want to tell the state of mind was in disturbed itself. I don’t know how to start of how truly I feeling and the thoughts come. Just thinking could this place can fill the hard words of mine, we need a gateway to exist and it was to be your mates shoulder it console more. Loneliness and helpless plays very important now and then, where I couldn’t expect above my parents. I really what to be a person who was trouble free for others, I try to understand the situation and forgive my wishes, craves ect... but I was struck by a question, for how long. It’s easy to tell to leave it and see your business, but for true love these words don’t comfort, it still looks over and over. I ask myself what credential I have to look for others, just having a quality of only human being that too not normal being, what would attract them to make share and also what they gain. My dears telling its bore to be with me, I want to know what are they telling me a bore person or in how I treat those bores. In which way I should satisfy them are they expecting, without knowing what to tell, than maintaining silence to save my courtesy. I always look for the holidays of my cousins where I come to free mind just only spending with them, playing, going out chatting… it hurts to hear them feeling bore to be here.

Mind today thinks so much, and things changes times to time. I am in a situation of couldn't express my thoughts and disagree on what I feel in open mind. As I said above, the credential hesitates me here more, when trying to disclose my thoughts or an advice to any other in open. I was put in suffer more times when attempt tell something, if someone could comes in what you have the quality to comment. Whatever trouble it shoots, the creator never tries to break or throw the hard and energy he spends to create a thing. Like that my parents, they listen to whatever I throw in words if they like it or not, won’t stop or close the doors even though they don’t accept, but I can’t make the words die between us. So I like to express the same through others, but it was not even heard and instead it was tried to hide through there words.

Time really matters more in my life nowadays. How it would be little drops for a monsoon would lack to support water, like that for the little work the time takes more. Particularly the half an hour work takes an hour or more for me to finish compare to a normal person. Just not to say, I experiencing it nowadays the more the hard I face with hands. I know the activities would be reducing to slow in everything that was the reason for the over time, and many complaints follow within the time taking to spent on routine activates and it also affect the blogging time too. I go through the despondent of my impossibility for every small loss and the disturb I have to make. I blow, blow and blow, in dark no one notices. It was torched in light here. If there was none to listen, I would be in mentally disorder, thanks you all for listening to what ever I tell.

## Current song from Tamil film May matham, Minnalea nee vandhadhaenadi... how beautiful the lines are, SPB`s voice touches the feel.