I think myself that I really enjoying or going with the life as it goes or just living with timing. My everyday activities are with timing, from early morning to late night. This timing disturbed even many of my dreams and imagination. If I was in some other work and sudden imagination of some think crosses, I go with it and forget the current work and miss the timing, which makes me feel sad, some times anger too.
Because of timing I get misunderstand with cousins sometimes and I sense that I only concentrate on my work and timing and to forget spending with them. If I were to cross my early day activities by taking that time to seep without my knowledge, it confuses that day’s activities and without any idea which one (activity) to cut to adjust the timing. On Sundays many of them leave that day as it goes and be free with out any work or timing tension. But this fellow will not even leave this Sunday to insert the timing.
My thought for timing is, it gives sprightly clarity of mind; another thing to be with timing is to avoid any recede in activities or creating laziness. In another point of my views is that going with times would bring some other symptoms in the health or this sprightly day time activities may be the reason for sleeping morning times? Am I missing the joys, which can experience in this stage of life only? If I was going with my own wishes and joys with the freedom I got (no one to question me, even I sleep or watch TV for all days with out knowing what is happening around me); and the day if I dint sense to realize that time was running and I am being like a dump; sure I won’t be entering into this net world to know u all. For these changes, I agree with my timing way of living.