Missing in the sky

I am extremely sorry and very deep sorrow for being lost here suddenly. I felt deplore myself, for not able to announce that I can’t be here for sometimes, and u know, I was thinking about you all how it would make u feel of not getting replay for ur comments and mails. It was a sudden collapse, that my world not allowing me to reveal myself. It was an expected one, but doesn’t know when it will happen. I was helpless to make u sure I am fine here, I don’t find a comfort cyberspace near my house to post or check mail (a month long I didn’t checked the mails). Thanks to my respectful friend Balaji to post a comment about my stage, after ringing me to know how am I doing. I miss all the dears these days.

I know my world (that was said to be the Computer) has given end by my service bro last year, but with some different and cross cut ways i was pushing it these days. On the fourth day of June, the window failed to open to let me pleasure on my world after presenting a love letter in unknown language. I know even it works these days beyond the end given by service bro, on that day i felt it has died (its a life that take me around), but with little hope called the service bro and thanked to his hard try to make it work. He knows how important computer for me from the day he assemble it and i kindly thank him for response to me always. Anyhow after the hard try it accepted to run in Windows XP, after eating all my savings inside the computer, with broking the net link.

Even after the system was ready, the Net connecting has become a big problem, that was so bad, the net couldn't receive by my device. The problem only came to conclusion the line connecting through mother board would be jammed to reach another end. So needed to change... not only the board, the whole system. I hope there would be non other than my service anna (bro) to able to spent his much useful times fighting with my 7 year-old (com)puter, and totally failed to redeem in end. I wasn’t expected, I could return to blogging so soon and the care my parent’s kept on me and giving interest to on which I am interest makes this arrive. Last day I got a new latest system that was above my wishes, its fast and sharp proceed was a great relief from the slow motion and long waiting.

I don’t want to leave the familiarity of writing and stopping my thoughts, so I was just writing what ever comes on my way, my experience and so. I got much times to enjoy movies, reading, Photoshop, drawing…. Settled with books in some silent corners and trying to finish as much i could and also enjoying by reading some interesting pages. Last month 20th was my 2nd year in blogging, but no post so far and to my surprise this way my 500th post. Only found while posting it. Thank you so much for being their, looking for me. Love you all:) which check ur blogs soon.

A strange white

Wishful glance on white sphere
in a great wish eyes craves forever
but surprisingly rarely sometimes
as bright as never before
like white wonder on sky

swinging form mother earth
to fly into white blossom
a bright yellow star above
like many more young,
the high beams to keep awake
throughout night till it dawns

doubts on its nature
weather in only times of summer
like sun was hotter
moon would be coldest
blinking its the secret of brightness

taking away the terrace
sprinkling water to cool the heat
laying heads next to next
facing the black endless screen
counting the twinkling stars on it
bringing the moon between fingers
in a little fear about universe

Drops from out of city

Goat fights; both jump and batter their heads… they said some time it even broke their horns.

It’s a childhood entertain in village. Palmyra vehicle that made in empty palm shell. Those days we make this when we go to fields and roll the way returning to the house (cousin uncle’s house).

Beautiful white cow calf.

They rushed to the lake to eat the dry grass. Get to near the sheep’s, stopped to watch, but haven’t drive away.

Sun is near to hide. After a long time being with sun!

This dog named Jony, was very intelligent and practice lovingly. They talk with it and it also understands and obeys their words. Every time we go to village he join with us and comes everywhere we go.

This old man is plough setting the land with his bulls, for cultivate. After tractors were introduced this type of plough setting has decreased. When we were taking him a photo he shouts “yaarupa athu photo edukurathy” (who is that taking photo).

These little goats (totally 3) have a consensus, that they have white shades in ears. I kept them in my hands; the hairs are very smooth and soft. Adorable!

Safe mode ride

There was a line in Tamil “Thalaiku vanthathu Thalaipagaiyoda pogatum” (what comes to head let go by turban). If anyone from the six corporation cities in Tamil Nadu, then this line is for you (for other areas its from July 1). There are just two days left to the final install of the law to wear helmet compulsory while driving two-wheelers was coming into force. Per 1988 motor act 129 those whoever driving and sitting behind the two-wheelers has been compel to wear helmet, but in 1989 it have be withdraw by government. Now this law have brought again, as the heavy flow of vehicle, rash driving to accidents have increased and most of the time injuries are in head that lose the life.

Even there was no act, very little much of people were wearing helmets and many were careless of their protection. As per survey static’s, for every 4 minutes one person were injured in head and in the six reasons to death, this is considering as sixth one to die. In many countries even a 3 year child were advised to wear helmet when riding cycle, here some above the teen aged people are unaware of their safe, but could notice the increase of wearing helmet’s in last two years. When the helmet businesses were in high, an organization belonging to two-wheeler association was announced to fight against, if the helmet were made compulsory.

The first reason they kept is: “The big metros like Delhi and Bangalore too has this act, that’s why the terrorism is more there. So if it was compel here, the silence of Tamil Nadu will disturbed and terrorism would be moving freely. By wearing helmet the accidents will only increase than decrease; we can’t hear the horn of the vehicle behind us and we can’t turn back suddenly, only to be like rein tied horse.” I think these are unnecessary fear they are trying to create. But one point they strongly affirm was, if a person was to face accident with helmet was easy to die, because of breaking the neck bone when falling with helmet!”

This law needs some concentration when moving into force. The govt. must clear properly in taking children in two-wheelers and a strict ban in how many should be taken in a two-wheeler. Even the govt. compel on helmets, there are something important to change like good roads, clean arrangement on directions, restriction on using cell phones while driving and takeoff unnecessary obstruction on roads that disturbs (esp. in ECR the obstructions are in highly dangerous to cut turn). Till these and more or not made, we can’t get a safe ride is sure.

Happy day for Aravind

Today my cousin brother Aravind’s birthday, seems little distress for me now. Every year we celebrate his birthday by cutting cake in my house, at the time he used to be in holidaying with me. With presence of grandpa grandma and others singing happy birthday to you… last year it was to celebrate in kodaikanal in our vacation and it was an unforgettable movement. But this year staying away from me; he may be spending his B’day in a new place with schoolmates (for the first time) in Kotagiri boarding hostal.

Except one or two years, I was with him on his birthdays. His first birthday memories would come rarely sometime to me, like now. As I like kids, from the day he born I love to be with him. It was first delivery for my aunty, so she stays for months in my grandma’s house. Weekends must be with him, keeping him on my lap and touching his hands, just adoring his little movement while sitting beside him are making me smile here.:) From before few days to his B’day I started to collect money to buy a gift for my cute brother. On his B’day I brought a teddy bear and I was carry it with me till handing to him. He in a white t-shirt and blue trouser with his rolled cotton candy hair, I present him the teddy bear before he cut the big He-man cake and got a kiss from him and took photo’s.

Aravind is very close to me, being a supporting bro and I have big confident on him, he would achieve in his life. He was very wished for me to come with him to Nilgiris to leave him in hostel, but my situation was not practice and I know he would be expecting me next time when their parents go to visit him. I don’t know weather I can help me to be there… but hope the day will come soon to spend some days with him there to see the lovely sights of Nilgiris, before he left to holidays here in Nov & Dec. Happy Birthday my dear:)