Assent dissent

Have see lots of examiners in while where only lose of hope and disappointment remains. Sill I go through examiners those convey to cure accurately and place deliverance within season. Few are lost of sight, some uninterested later in relation with disease and not understandable dealers about the real problem and support there own cause. I hardly get things better from varies examiners at different stage of life, but every thing incompletes so far and new hopes rise like hopefully I fake to move head. Sometime I anguish for unable to be a fatal, living fatefully, but I really agree to the thoughts that are more acceptable truly and these days I could not blindly deny the offer comes from loved ones. There are more people come across me visiting recommends the doctors they known to be curing some other fatal disease, but how much could we take practice where only disappoint derives.

Everyone told to have a thing certainly to cure, but how could I only hope now and I see myself have a reason to think like. Recently I was support by two acupressure medicos, the one just out of university of naturopathy whom unavailable later and a middle-age man who learned the tradition art, whom currently attending me. Actually not a profession in medicine, but a skilled person in acupressure what I want to agree with him is the explanation which has sometime to accept the truth. What the thing makes me aware is this type of treatment helps the free flowing of bloods circulation and release of pain, but what I think the problem to be treated is weakness of muscles which needs to reflect the inner power. The nerves inside needs the power of muscles which stops the force exit, may be am not sure about it just thought like that. Whoever, have one thing to maintain and continues to express the same in different names ‘Physiotherapy’. The only practice that could remain my activities to limit the process what is immense unknown. Let me wish positive and something change too welcome!

True wins

Whatever, the true wins. The hidden thing is happy or misery, the intention wins finally in the infinity life. Every day we learn lessons through experience, such lessons makes wiser in thinking and gives courage to advance in future or further decision. Today I gone through intense thoughts that changes frequently in intend desire, when varies minds disclose different distress and happier, gets myself disturbs. The decision must be ours, don’t we have to think with intension and thus everyone has a purpose to think and wish. There is nothing perfect like blue sky, and have to see one have foots to walk when there is no path compare to paths, with no legs to walk. I seriously think courage is the foot does and knowledge to accept the fate!

The mirror I have here is to mention what we see is not certainly true, but we obviously believe what it shows is sure. In another point of view it shows truly our mind, where is happy or unhappy we try to hide the deed in make-ups. When our life itself not easily accepted, and thoughts are what expect to go easier?

Life unlike more

Life is just like that, love and cares are lack of veracity according to some! Few disclose there true mind sometimes, thus how well they understood the importance of close relationship and life. I could not feel how some people are senseless to not value a life such have same feelings and wish to live. Sudden lose of lives is happen to be a fall of leaf that later nothing related to the tree after it’s depart, so as a couple of incidents I come to know make me feel what the difference tree and leaves to human and relationship. Any problem in family could be solved, if not, that’s not mean to forget a relationship or goodbye to the member of a family. In the two incidents I see the problems between family relationships are dared to give up the loved ones without realizing the importance and feeling of those. Though both are uncommon and the good will process is failed to give significant and make worse the situation which happens to be a positive aspect.

I came to know one of our distance relatives’ son is missing for a month now. I don’t have much practice with him, thus I know him for long time through my uncle’s family as he was very close with them, because he was my aunt’s nephew. He lost his mother when in age he can’t understand the lose and then his dad remarried to his own aunt to take care him, as she is his own mother’s sister so that she may love and heed more. But unlike they think he didn’t get much affection and care from his aunt and after her own children he faces lack of affection and attention which turn anger and in anguish his path changed direction. His only support where the grandparent’s and father who rarely pay attention is profession to sculpture so he put him back in craving, thus this work gave him abdomen problems and though he was a cardiac patient by birth get operate recently and more his familiarity created incidents in relationships and in this situation he got missed or away in distress.

What really bothers me here is the care the family got on his disappearance. There was indifference in my uncle’s expression, because they know the information only two weeks back and he enquired directly to there home to know the worse they not even much bother in seek of him. When asked his father, he expressed nothing and ashamed to complain in police of his disappearance and in such incidents rumors are like easily spreading disease adds more puzzle to the situation that he ran along with a girl! In calculating this, more than to care, his father the only person to response is just like that to felt nothing in his hand and what admits is fate! In no certainty what really happen to him, how come these people believe in rumors, but not their son. Thinking on this I could not stop to surprise and wonder what the relationships are! Whatever he may wasn’t he a survivor and son to a father. I thought what if his mother to be alive would she left him alike. To a mother whatever her son to be misfortune or negative in character she cares truly to anything in world. Even people are kind towards animals and care for there survival, such things testify the human trusties and reflector.

My aunt and uncle are so upset because of this, as he only shares with them and they can’t do nothing than enquire at all places and make there well knows to let them know any information comes according or have see him somewhere.

Above one was opposed to what I suppose to come. In that case it was about lost, here the incident is of well known lose. Damn I feel unhappy knowing the incident, that a relationship is touched as a side dish and later the food becomes contrary even side dish get to wastage. I see how a flower before blooming is picked at its bud and thrown back to its belonging where it can’t be fixed again or into usage. I like to mention the flower here is a 3-4 year old girl child, what I try to sense the mind of her, a very difficult task to even think and felt how some are bold enough to hurt the child. Coming to the incident, it’s about one of my old neighbor’s daughter who married to be not conceiving for 4 long years adopted a child in months, to make a welcoming moving and a good concern too went all along until recently. By this time the child was 4 years, receives more affection in their family and they celebrated the child as a wonderful gift makes everyone including me to wonder at there acceptance and rejoice the uncommon relation.

I truly applaud people who accept the adoption in life, thus such executions fulfills the parentless children there rights for craving and disappointment or show them we are here to embrace. Even I spend nothing than from my dad’s pocket, I show direction to those parentless children who want to help in worth and peace. I think often at moments getting something above me deserve or desire, the thoughts come across these children who have no parents to ask or express there needs than to accept what is given. If not my parent’s where do I stand is unimaginable, but mind getting stronger in anxious to think no one to care in future where my end is! To be a parentless there courage could bring them up, but for those only with mind and no action? The option is thinking and understanding can only be the answer.

Back to incident, the parent’s who adopt the child is now diverse of anything reason, the child is back to orphanage or somewhere no idea, the women is living individual now. She works somewhere and stays with parent home – mean to our next native home, practices indifference with what the well-known could think of the child whom they introduced and make familiar with neighbors. Though we can’t be worriless, may be they could because it was a choice in there life choosing a child does not make difference to survive with them. I have a question if it was there own child will they make the same decision? They got the priceless in the world, where they lost somewhere in no cost, but what bothers the child could be lots of pain and suffer certainly. Knowing this I have no words to explain, what I witness then is lose of sight and to think is deceive right now.

‘If we desire for a fish and in some situation the pond is collapse, it’s the same desire could renovate the pond to give life a fish.’ When it’s not a desire and only the decision towards anything to show absolutely and time comes the rain wash away the true or lie to displace. There was another couple I know, who really cares for their adopted child and I see true craving for a child after so long patience and I visible the wise behind there decision. First, ones relationship should be smooth, so that any lives or things pass in pleasure and secure. And if we are enough to accept any life similar to us, is not life just like that and unlike more.

தொட்டில் குழந்தை / Cradle child

தொட்டில் குழந்தை திட்டம்
குப்பைத்தொட்டியில் விழும்
குழந்தைகளின் அடைக்கலம்

ஆசைக்காக கருஉற்று
பிறகு சுமை என்று விட்டுச்செல்லும் குழந்தைகள்
பாசம்இன்றி வலியை மட்டும் ஏற்றுக்கொள்ளும்!

குழந்தையின் அழுகையில் மருந்திட்டுக்கொள்ளும் அன்னையர்
தலைநிமர வேண்டிய நிலையில், சமூகம் என்னி
தலை மறைத்து போனாலே

தங்கள் உறவே உறுதியற்ற நிலையில்
உணர்ந்தும் உணராமலும் செய்த பிழைக்கு
பெற்ற பிள்ளை பலியாகி போவதோ கொடுமை

அவை சாலையில் வீசப்பட்டு கைதாகி போவது
அனாதை தொட்டில்கலுக்கோ அல்லது
அன்பான தத்துபிள்ளையாகவோ, இல்லையேனில் விதி
சேர்வது!

Translation in english follows:

Cradle children project
refuge to children
fell into dustbin

In wish pregnancy
then load to leave children
affectionless only accept the aches!

In child’s cry healing mother
to stance upright, thinking society
she head concealed to go

Where there relationship itself unstable
to feel or without feelingly done mistake
their brought child to sacrifice is such cruel

They are thrown in streets imprison to
neither orphanage cradles nor as
loving adopted child, or else thus fate reach!

Its interest

I come, will not come, nothing in my hands, all decides someone what can I do. He is definitely puzzled he himself told, then why do people what to practice the confuse state and wanted to pull the unwanted I don’t know. Politics is not to show the power one has in-between public or his beloved, it’s an interest in peoples need those have to come in. As happening recalling his famous punch dialogue En vazhi thani vazhi (my way self way), why does people wanted him to do usual things alike other film stars? And unique could not be the same, if it was then where the significant is?

Interest should grow; as if we can’t make stable a tree without it roots grasp. Well how can we think a person make things certainly without an interest? I felt much badly sometimes make use of others for my interest that may not concern them, but surely they continue unless they get distress or something bothers. And I won’t give it much to reach, when I sense the discomfort in making I stop them doing. Must appreciate the star actor to think rightly on interest what I believe in survival. A hard work can brought easier when there is an interest in work and someone’s excitement is impossible in us unless there spirit sparkle in us.

There was a question asked in the interview ‘we are your fans, what have u done for us?’ I don’t know what really the actor what to do them. Are they expecting worth in his earning, or a chance in acting with him or they loved him for what? To his acting style, dialogue delivery and so as a fan anyone could expect those, but don’t we have our own works to do than imagining and expecting he will do this or that if we become a member of his fans club. None can force one to join in anything and its there own interest coming together to rejoice the common enthusiasm with those with same interest. Thus we share the friendship in blog, with no interest we can’t stay more and move in search of what next. There is two thing common interest and self interest. Common interest goes with those having similar taste and feeling, when it comes to self it’s the development and difference belong to us and those are unique sometimes. Thus interest is more in decision and must not felt later picking the uninterested.