A new year had begun and already 10 days had passed into the year and everything went as usual fine and obviously nothing to anticipate or
perhaps change at this least time but it
was the Sunday turned thing worst for me. As you people know the state of me,
with difficult progressing on day-to-day life since the discovery of Dad’s
coronary artery disease that prevents him lifting me I was look after by my
brother and cousin but to put things a little ease we looked out for a part
time caretaker to put me on bath and thus came one on Sunday and on the very
first day itself I got hurt my arm through an unexpected move from him although
he was cautious, it happened unintentionally and I’m still going through the
pain which raises at night to keep me unsleeping. Both my arms have limited
access and putting a bit pressure above it will reflect pain or tear of muscles
or rarely fractured alike the one I got in 2013 on the femur. Though I wasn’t
content the way he handled me, I understand he was not intended to do that hurt
me but his quick attitude could never work with me and we have put hold him
already until I heal to decide to continue with him or not. Right now I
couldn’t think more while spending painful night sleeps and I believe it wasn’t
a fracture. From Sunday I have been applying ice gel over the painful shoulder
and right arm and my physiotherapist started the ultrasound therapy to support
healing and ease pain but it was paining more and i couldn’t work on laptop for
last few days and I post this from iPhone which was easier to use now than
laptop. Will check all your post later or when I feel good or less pain! Have
great Year all
Thursday, January 10, 2019
Sunday, December 30, 2018
Happy New Year
The year has
come to end and a New Year is beaming in front of us, flashing rays of hope
that should be only taken as betterment to lead us into the future, to be a fruitful
to anyone looking out for changes in life, in a prospect of sour security, skinny
web of friends and family as enclosure to the lavishing lush and red pupil
heart of love, turning the lives into meaningful, kindest and sweetest towards eternal.
Let’s wish for a change or continue to sail as long it’s peaceful, successful, and
useful to throw lives into organic, healthy and happy.
Wish you all
Happy New Year again!
Thursday, December 27, 2018
Christmas Craftworks
Begin 2011, I decorate
Christmas tree every year, except 2013 and 2015 a disaster year for me and my
city (Dec flood), I put lights and star to feel and get involve myself with the
festive while people celebrates around. Usually I purchase ornaments for Christmas
tree either from the shop or online twice a year, as most of them are made of thermocol
(polystyrene) it don’t last few years. But this year I decided to make some
ornaments using Popsicle sticks to see how well I could treat myself with the activities
and I got many ideas browsing the net and I decided to stick with simple craftwork
like stars, wreath, tiny trees, house etc. And I enjoyed painting them all. Here are few photos on craftwork that I later
hanged on the Christmas tree.
My gingerbread house that was turned into stone house by my sweet grandmother. The other two beside the house is santa hat haha |
Birth of Christ |
My christmas tree with the ornaments I made with popsicle sticks |
Monday, December 24, 2018
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Friday, December 21, 2018
An expression of distress
Dad is doing well after the stenting and no breathing difficulties anymore but he’s
continues to stay in rest for few more weeks to get back to his regular
activities. Thought it feel everything is normal I couldn’t take it easy with
my life. I don’t know how to describe or put it in words the pressure I go
through internal and it has no business with dad’s health and he’s alright.
Like all, I dislike certain things or want to maintain a distance from people
whose activities I don’t like or not suit my lifestyle which including my
parents. But now life forced me to walk through those which I don’t know is how
to unveil. Sometime people are fair and kind, and at next moment breakdown
everything to make feel disdain and bad and we can’t blame them for that if
that could be their nature, I would stay away, but when it bothers were just
going behind them in sake of life. It’s a struggle purely to answer the
conscience when accepting assistance physically and mentally couldn’t go
through the all. I never thought life would shrink all of sudden when I wasn’t
ready or even read the book of my future tense. I know I need to handle this
really and I was in the process of planning my future and executing in bits
manner but this huge skip is unexpected. This is my second huge leap after the
femur fracture in 2013 that put me years ahead into the future, what I have
dreamt was only average.
As I have told in my earlier
posts, I, mom and dad were like a cycle where any part of the wheel gets an
affect the entire cycle will face the challenge. So far I haven’t been to
expect somebody to aid me on everyday activities and nature calls, rather
occasional; my parents continues to be my saver to drive me all this while and
I’m certain they will do it until we’re alive, but I do know I’m in need to
look after by someone when they can’t physically support me. Though I know well
I need to adjust with life and accept the changes and I too believe this isn’t
permanent and I need to find a way if things haven’t change for better. I’m
someone who couldn’t stand with people who easily change their mind-set and
belief from time to time and draw a rule that frequently turn on and off. It may
sound weird but sometime need to believe such people do exists and dealing with
them is not easier. It isn’t a problem when taking things physically challenged,
but I’m not an insane to feel about anything or insensible to the atrocities
happening around me. Perhaps if I was a normal being I could have easily skipped
or try to turn down or better, but being a dependent I’m limited and was forced
to take things at teeth bite. I don’t know could you understand what I say, but
still no problem at least I able to express something here and let you know
something disturbing me lot.
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