Monday, September 12, 2005
Yenakkoru Girl Friend Venumma da
It happens at my age 10 when I am studying in 5th STD. She was studying with me from L.K.G. to 5th STD. From L.K.G to 1st STD he studied with me in same section. After wards he went to another section, from 2nd to 4th. After three years he join with me in the same section. That is the first time I talk to her after three years, I can’t for get that. She sat at the side of my desk. Sometimes we do group studied, I also try to tell her I like to have friendship with her, but I dint tell. Sometimes I talk with her in class hours one day miss saw us talking and he separates us and changed my desk.
Afterwards it is very rare to talk with her I will try to talk and ask her doubts in subject but I will not ask, because I fear (payam). I fell happy whenever I talk with her, that time I thought I want a girl friend like her. But from the day till now I have no girl friend. She is also staying near to my home. Some time she pass through our house road and I cant control me I will see until he turn the road, but she will not even look at me and smile, I distress. That movement I feel very happy and also like to have friendship with her. It has gone at least 10 years, I talk with her. I have thought so many times why I am craving for her. My feelings are wrong? I don’t know.