The last 5 days were not so good
for us since dad health was little ill due to diarrhea and low sugar sent us to
deep distress and once the diarrhea comes to halt, the low sugar sent him to
shivering and slightly moving condition. One entire night he was restless between
the bed and restroom and next day he was seen physically so weak and was forced
to check the nearest clinic for medication and drips of glucose which gathered
him strength but it doesn’t last as soon the sugar level decreased.
It went down as not so worrisome
but the stressed intestine at other hand began to twist and pain and along with
this he was mentally upset due to his condition and felt sorrow for not helping
me on routines. Mom was indeed forced to take care of me single handedly with
her already wrist and heels problem, it was impossible for me being easy and
mind kept thinking about his health and wishing for a quick recovery.
On Monday he visited our family
doctor and only later his health condition becomes better and again he took
blood test on Tuesday which showed rise in blood sugar level as he didn’t take
diabetic tablets in the confuse state on health and the cause of drips of
glucose. He went out only late evening for a short walking after 4 days of
suffering from health disaster and I could seen him little energetic now and
bright smile on his face, which I wish last forever…
He’s also suppose to take a
cataract operation at the end of the summer which has put forth lot of worries
and if it is not for the surgery which has been nothing these days in the
medical dictionary taking care of me had
been the worrisome for the three of us. Since after the surgery dad needs at
least a month of rest for getting remedy and only mom has to take care of me,
the toughness ahead really push back me thinking how could we balance… even
though we express our grief of how to manage it seems senseless and words of void
and feels so hopeless when no response for others, the so called dear ones.
