few more

feeling sleepy, when unsleeping
feeling lazy, without laziness
feeling tired, without tiredness
feeling sad clouds, in cloudless sky
feeling all remains, sun moves standard
feeling to be timeless, clock revolves around
feeling wisdom, anomalous to rule

facing mirror, nothing to change
facing ground, to avoid slippery
facing sky, shyness lacks looking high
facing world, my collected words
face dried and smooth, in natures breeze
facing oily fair, from melting oily hair

memories remain, no one can change
man I remain, nothing cost my brain
many times memory rain, even it drains
met each other, we were mates together
many occasions, we were together
morning dream, desert me
merged with memories, alike often it offers

monday morning, on some themes
made some lines, isolate smiles
moved far in miles, where minus measures plus
moving south to north, crossing miles
mirth island, oppose rising destination
making southwest wishes, northeast desires
mist around, missing the monuments
mirage glancing, glad my mind was dancing.

Light and wind

The light come and fall
on dark green leaves to turn lighter,
and it moves in wind from shadow
to light, repeats often like
nature with day and night

Through web holes, breeze enters
with strong variation unlike later and
younger, which lack to freeing within;
though boundless in space even sun shines
throughout days and hide at nights

Light reflects upon blue wagon
glancing like a swimming ground,
looking at walls everywhere yellow
at end of the day it was orange and
somewhere it dawns different

Before it was near lighting forehead
disturbed, but rationally something pleasure
in the sense, even wind forbearing mild heat;
season moves, far away bringing shadow
still lustrous exist, but sadly I stopped walking
from spacious to worse towards narrow.

Pleasure in pain

Already the public exams for +2 are over and the SSLC which is known as 10th have been started. This time something more special from students appeared is there self-confident and diligence which is a wonderful paragon for overall students. This year tidings show some excellence of students writing exams with physical pain and in interest, though facing down situation by mischance. Some were writing from lying on stretchers and dictating to teachers their answers. This rise me they are sure born to win, these students are more concern on not losing there yearlong hard works and preparations for this day to fulfill there dreams even it suffers. There was this special student Janarthanan of chennai with distinctive, have fallen across views to wonder from his lonely talent on writing with mouth.

The 16-years-old lost his both limbs and a leg when he was 8. Playing with iron which fallen on electric affects him to remove the hands, were it can’t even to imagine for just. Even though the limbs gone, he never left the confident, it was developed more to bring him to achieve this. He started with alphabets and practiced to write fluently, it’s what he was telling at interview. He also drew drawings with mouth and won tens of awards. To mention he was honored by national best creative developer by President .Today I find another boy in tidings who was writing with his lost hands, by bringing his arms together. The true amazing is they haven’t used the subscribers which government arrange for students who can’t write, but they have given additional time to write.

In some places unusual thing like students who were finished there +2 examinations where gone to burst crackers celebrating there existents of joy making their work completed. Some students come into streets to happily enjoy with mates playing with colors throwing each others. Even we go through some unpleasant arena taking place in schools; these students would encourage more students and parents to make effort by knowing. Let’s wish these students to bring changes in this world and happy summer holidays for the students and happy weekend for you dear friends :)

A beatific experience

Families get together at home on Monday, where close relatives were invited for lunch on the memorial day of great grandfather. Not often I could get chance by having everyone at same time, every year on this day and on least some other time we (no, I) get-together with close relatives. Not every time my dear cousin sister would joining with us on occasion like this, where she mostly would be away with her parent, but it was rarely and I was happy on her presence when others come. She is one, more than anything to me, and not to miss for any reason, but I would agree for what ever reason she has to be away from us. I feel I could understand her, but fail mostly where I can’t and she well knows me how I react for what and what could be my thought on which. I was been on thoughts about her these days and some imaginations of uncle being alive, living with her and the existing happier life more than before. This is only a desire now I know which won’t comes true, but no one can stop it flowing into mine, which are some beautiful thoughts I enjoy whenever it flows.

Maya is more attentive with others, esp. my sis was so fondling on her and was playful. It was uneasy for mom and aunties to get her away from disturbing the preparation of lunch and harder to change her interest from biting the vegetables. She never is silent being left alone inside rooms, with in seconds starts to make loud noise in tender throat. Cousins who are more wished to see maya, but haven’t been because of annual exams, by now they have seen the pictures of maya taken last evening. The weekend was truly bored, and I was feeling Monday as Sunday where I can’t concentrate particularly and to increase the moment, rain was poring heavily and the cool climate in evening sends us pleasant.

My sister and pup maya

Most of the relatives left before evening and without steady I was expecting to take dear ones to beach. No more, they have there own plans to reach home and tried to not disappoint and to disclose my wish, asked grandpa who is likely to come with me. After dropping sis and aunty at there stops, we drove to beach where it was covered by cooler breeze and waves of low pressure into sea. There were clouds passing above sea like steam train yet release smoke and looking beyond to wonder is space and sea that never ends. Like my sis, I love my grandfather whom I wish for a healthy long life, but it disturbs me from his heart troubles. It was long time wish that exist today being alone with grandpa and grandma the place I loved almost. Beach is the only place I often visit and those times looking at children with grandparents it desires me in replacing them, but it was too late I have grown and situation not left to play. It was there occupation that never gives opportunity for entertaining in those days. Today they are occupied with television and resting inside home, where they never moves out unnecessary; and I feel it is necessary for them to come out for a change and enjoy what they forget in life.

My grandparent's

I am more interest having both of them with us and taking care to give trouble free life, but they are not willing to move from the place they lived almost there lives. The evening was beautiful for me, is the weather to add the platform of beach paradise and grandparents to give company. I will always looking for such circumstance to come often and you dear friends pls wish me for that.

Expression

In rolling trike, kids rejoice
deep silence nature, motionless leaves
cloudy outlook space
speech-less kid expressing vocal

Teardrops left flowing most dawns
freedom for this kid pushes within walls
outlives goodness for a craving kid, to
playing with parent’s expressing happiness

Hardly collected raindrops sweeps
dissolves and run exterior invisibly
spreading everywhere the colors
spreader near gateway expressing holi

Clouds come and go, last sometime though
to drop its burden to clear heat and go,
by blowing freshness in air everywhere
sighting nature is ardent expressing gladden.